hi
and sorry for not writing for so long
i did not coz i was sick and i did not want this to be a record of my sicknesses and grudgings.
nor do i want this to be a drab daily record
so no more of i did this today and will do tht tomm
frm now on only things tht trouble me or which i think r worthy enuf for ur eyes will be mentioned here
tht may mean tht i mite not write for days but when i do it will be sumthin special or sumthin really bad
and a fever is not really bad
tho i felt bad at the way i allowed it to show itself.i dint think i wud bcum so weak on saturday
i always thot i cud fight it out.
and my studies r also going along well.
i will not tell u in detail as it gets boring for me as well let alone u.but i am happy at the way it is progressing.
anyways ill leave now.dont kno when ill be back
hope i do sumthin gud this holi. there will be the celebration in the bldg but i wud like to celebrate it wid my coll and school ppl.dont know how it is going to happen.but atleast one of them shld.
and one more really important thing.............
pray tht my brother gets well by morning and is able to write his exam well.
its not fair tht this shld happen to him b4 his toughest exam.
i think he has caught on whtever i was suffering frm.
just let him thru this exam.
then in 4 days hell b back to normal
so just pray for him.
bye

a mixed bag kind of a day.
had i been perfectly allrite, it wud have been a gud day.but the cold is troubling me a lot.
it is one of the worst colds i have ever been affected with and it follows closely on the heels of one of the worst headaches i have ever suffered from.i dont knw wht is happening to me.
i think i will try and get more sleep and see if it helps.
btw i loved the EMI lec today.she asked me a question which i had absolutely no idea abt and then gave me a punishment assgn which i think will be gud for me when i do it on tuesday.
i had a huge lot of problems soldering today.it is something i usually like to do but today i was coughing and sneezing all the time so it was very difficult to concentrate.
tomm i have a test which i am nopt at all bothered abt.
it will go well i am sure, and even if it does not i dont care a lot as the teacher is nice.
btw i did study a very lil bit of PCS today after talking to vami.as i have told u b4 aslo talking to her or nisha or anush always makes me feel gud.
btw i also had a medicine for my cold today.tho i wanted to get thru it w/o any medication i was simply not possible for me to carry on.i guess bcoz it is this bad i can have some medicines.
anyways i shall cu tomm.plz hope tht my cold atleast gets milder.
bye for now
cya tomm

not a very good day todayi had the slightest of headaches since morning which kept nagging me thruout the day.also sometime durin the day my throat bcame sore.tht has troubled me more than i thot a sore throat cud.the test was just abt ok.i hadnt studied a lot and i am satisfied wid wht i wrote and also wid the fact tht EMI is simpleafter the coll while goin back home i did a very stupid thing(for which i deserve a kick).i was readin angels and demons in the bus which i think made the headache frm bad to worse.since then my head has been spinning and even 3 hrs of sleep hasnt done anything to lighten iti hope my sleep tonite helpswhich brings me to one more very disturbing thing:::today makes it 2 headaches in very less timei havent had 2 in 2 years b4 this.i think it has got sumthin to do wid the time i spend sleepin.it is gettin lesser and lesser day by day.bcoz of tht i sleep in evenings when i shld be studyin(btw i dint do anything today,sorry abt tht)then i dont feel sleepy at nite coz i have slept in the evening and the cycle continues.so frm today onwards i am gonna try and shut my comp down by 11 30 every nite.i am goin to need a lot of effort to do this but i will definitely try my besttomm i have to go coll(how i wish i dint) so i will.also a lot of work tomm after coll so i hope all my ailments disappear overniteand even tht mite not leave me wid enuf time to study for PCS test so ill just hope for the best.anyways bye for nowwill c u tommand i again tell u tht i will try and shut comp by 11 30

not a very good day todayi had the slightest of headaches since morning which kept nagging me thruout the day.also sometime durin the day my throat bcame sore.tht has troubled me more than i thot a sore throat cud.the test was just abt ok.i hadnt studied a lot and i am satisfied wid wht i wrote and also wid the fact tht EMI is simpleafter the coll while goin back home i did a very stupid thing(for which i deserve a kick).i was readin angels and demons in the bus which i think made the headache frm bad to worse.since then my head has been spinning and even 3 hrs of sleep hasnt done anything to lighten iti hope my sleep tonite helpswhich brings me to one more very disturbing thing:::today makes it 2 headaches in very less timei havent had 2 in 2 years b4 this.i think it has got sumthin to do wid the time i spend sleepin.it is gettin lesser and lesser day by day.bcoz of tht i sleep in evenings when i shld be studyin(btw i dint do anything today,sorry abt tht)then i dont feel sleepy at nite coz i have slept in the evening and the cycle continues.so frm today onwards i am gonna try and shut my comp down by 11 30 every nite.i am goin to need a lot of effort to do this but i will definitely try my besttomm i have to go coll(how i wish i dint) so i will.also a lot of work tomm after coll so i hope all my ailments disappear overniteand even tht mite not leave me wid enuf time to study for PCS test so ill just hope for the best.anyways bye for nowwill c u tommand i again tell u tht i will try and shut comp by 11 30

a nice day today.nothin out of the ordinary.
i studied very little.skimmed thru the three chapters for the emi test tomm.and i really mean it when i say skimmed.
i dont know anythin abt most of tomm test portion but from wht i read,i understood tht given a few days emi can be done a it is really simple and only takes some patient reading.i think three days shld be enuf for it and so as my todays msn nick says....lots of balls to tomm's test.
i really think my this sem's attitude towards term work has been surprising.its like i dont care wht i get in term work.i think this sem my term work marks will be below sea level and tht i think is only puttin it mildly.i dont even knw whether i will be able to score in theory coz i dont knw any subjects even superficially.but somehow it will be done.i am confident and so not veyr worried rite now.
anyways as far as tomm is concerned i am not at all concerned abt it and will take it as it comes.
still wish me all the best and forget abt it.ill tell u how it went
bye

another ordinary day.nothin special happened.dint study anything.dint write anything.played a lot on the comp.attended the corel draw workshop tho.dint know it cud do such a lot of stuff.also reached halfway thru angels and demons.a very nice book.
tomm i plan to attend coll and sit for lecs.dont knw whether ill sit for the pracs or not.tht ill leave to a last minute decision
also i finally knw tht my exams are 2 months away.i can now plan my studies.
and i have decided tht i will report my daily efforts to u in detail.
it will help me to knw where i stand.so heres wishing u and me all the best for the comin 2 months
and....
ALL THE BEST to my brother for his exam tomm.he says his exam today went well(who ever says my exam was not good) and has been studyin real hard for his exam tomm.so hope he does well.
bye

a lovely day today.sat at home and did absolutely nothing i did not want to.
studied ecad and mup and am happy tht atlast my sem iv studies have kicked off.
altho the test for tomm has been postponed(a miracle in itself) i was comfortable wid it being tomm also.wud have got thru it somehow i am sure.
then played in evening ,watched television(indian idol reruns,tho it is the first time i am watching them) and then online and now planning to sleep after reading a little bit.
tht wat i call an ideal day
also i talked to nisha and anush after abt a week , hearing their vicoes always makes me feel gud.
tomm have to go to coll early coz rajani wants to attend first lec.so ill go and attend all lecs tomm.maybe ill get home early.and finally
ALL THE BEST to my brother. just let him do his best and God the rest(i wud never have asked god to do anythin for me tho).
bye
cu tomm